Apathy

by Shrug

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Avant-garde, noise, neofolk, goth rock, ambient, doom, synth-pop, whatever.

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released October 31, 2016

Richard Weeks - Vocals, synths, guitars, bass, field recordings, etc
M - Occasional dialog
Joel Livesley - Cover photo

Guests on "Cancer"

Aisha Louisa Al-Sadie (Varzenigan, Xadzakin)
Ben Grim (Petrichor)
Jon Crowbane (Petrichor)
Chris Voss (Necrolytic Goat Converter)
Gimp Gash
Harsh Noise Movement
Kalde Vinter (Beyond the Dark Forest, Angelfuck)
Karl Willetts (Bolt Thrower, Memoriam)
Kieran Scott (The Coldest Silence, Ebola Gush)
Kyle Nihil (Cloakovhex, Wytchfilth)
M
Rob Rat (Labrat)
Scott K (Desolation)
Stormhammer (Valkynaz)
Tom (Allfather)
Vaginal Pentagram

Release Date: 31/10/2016
Label Blackened Death Records (BDR 0057)

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Blackened Death London, UK

​Blackened Death Records is an independent record label based in London, UK founded by underground musician Richard Weeks. The label specializes in extreme metal and other forms of underground music like neofolk and harsh noise. Their music is distributed digitally on Spotify, Amazon, iTunes, and other services through Plastic Head Media Group. ... more

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Track Name: Shrug
Endless days that barely pass
Although the clock is ticking fast
Day to day, feelings change
Except the sorrow and not the rage

Another day, another ache
In my chest, this stabbing pain
Shake my head and then move on
Blink my eyes and then it's gone

I am sure that it will pass
It's here then gone just as fast
The concrete floor, spinning ceiling
Pop some pills and shrug the feeling

I... am nothing
It... is nothing
The pain... is nothing
Shrug the feeling, shrug the feeling
Track Name: Apathy Part I - Setting Sun
I am indifferent to the light of the sun
An empty bed after the day is done
Apathetic to all that you say and do
Shut the door, don't come back, I'm fucking sick of you

Apathy always a part of me
Apathy always a part of me
Try and see this is not poetry
Apathy always a part of me
Track Name: Staring at the Sun
Open up your eyes
To today's sun rise
All that you will find
Is that you've gone blind

Staring at the sun
Staring at the sun
Hope I find someone
Staring at the sun
Track Name: Apathy Part II - Sleeping Sun
Behind a cloud
Sleeping sun
Over the crowds
The only one

Apathy always a part of me
Apathy always a part of me
Try and see this is not poetry
Apathy always a part of me
Track Name: Unable to Live Like This
And they tell me how long I have
How I should be so very glad
With darkness growing inside my chest
I make up my mind, it's now time to rest

Unable to live like this
Unable to live like this
Unable to live like this
Unable to live like this
Track Name: Arriving at Suicide
Slow going
Dragging a soul of lead
Now knowing
The only cure is my death
My being
Nothing but a candle
Now seeing
A sun I could never handle

So I shrug the feeling
Rise from where I'm kneeling
The wings of apathy
Always a part of me
Staring at the train tracks
I can never go back
Soon I will arrive
At the gates of suicide

This burden
I push hard, it's so heavy
What I've learned
This life has always enslaved me
Always last
Flesh, bone, and blood I lug
The train tracks
And to salvation I now jump

So I shrug the feeling
Rise from where I'm kneeling
The wings of apathy
Always a part of me
Staring at the train tracks
I can never go back
Soon I will arrive
At the gates of suicide

I have arrived
I have arrived
I have arrived
I have arrived at suicide